I do a lot of things everyday and its making me forget you but
when its time for me to stop, all I do is think of you.
I keep my thoughts about him everyday because I know my friends are tired of hearing his name.
there are things I'd like him to know, I just don't know how to say it.
Until now it makes me wonder...
why did it have to stop? what did I do?
My heart just fell.
I try to convince myself its okay but the truth is -- its not.
I love him and that's just about everything.
All i can do is just love him from a distance.. I can do that, I've been doing that --- always.
Whitney Houston Cece Winans - Count On Me Mp3-Codes.com
when it comes to friends ---- I am willing to do everything even if it meant hurting myself.
nakakatawa na nakaktouch yung pangyayari kanina sa room. yung simpleng usapan tungkol sa leadership sa isang organization nauwi sa ibang bagay -- PAGKAKAIBIGAN. siguro masyado na kameng masaya at kinakailangan na naming umiyak.
yung malungkot lang yung isa tapos lahat apektado. simpleng salita na ang intensyon ay magbigay ng opinion naging rason para maungkat yung damdamin talaga namin sa isa't isa. parang nasa isang linya kame ng kuryente, kumbaga one way circuit lang kame. akalain mo, para sa organization naman yun dapat pero yung naisip naming organization is yung friendship namin.
to be honest, sa kanila ko 'to naranasan.
naiyak man siguro ako dati pero dahil drama talaga yun, pero yung seryosong topic? as in HRD? mapupunta sa damdaming pangkaibigan? iba yun bro.
we're so contagious then. nagmukha kameng selfish nun kasi epmhasize yung kameng 12 lang.
di mo naman kame masisisi, kasi kame lang naman talaga yun. :))
UNIQUE kame. Di kame peke. Pranka? oo naman.
I want US to last.
I want na kame pa ring lahat -- through thick and thin.
hanggang magkaroon na kame ng sariling Moogs Van.
hanggang maging RGC's kame.
hanggang magkaroon na kame ng sariling school namin LIKE STARS ON EARTH ACADEMY.
to those I love so much... yung 11 na 'to.
Guys, you may keep on saying in times of troubles na no one would understand.. believe me, I can always keep up with you. kahit anong problema yan, kung ako ang sasabihan mo, di ko kayo bibitawan even if it meant killing myself. I can give up my life for you guys (that goes to my family as well)...
my happiness and everything -- I'd rather be in pain than seeing all of you sad.
true yan. Love you so much -- you know who you are :')
I had a weird dream --- weird meant something good to me because you where there.
the entire time you were my company..
I wish I can be as close as what my series of pleasing images have presented to me..
minus the not-so-nice dialogues.
first I was with him, we were like bestfriends. we talk so close, pinching each others cheeks and hugging.
then my other friends mom showed up (in my dream that was his mother) she talked like it was not something serious.. she said he has leukemia. @@ then I thought that should be me not him.
then I woke up because RD was crying.. it was probably 3am. I know that kind of dawn.
I slept.. there was a slight feeling of regret that I woke up. @@
then later on I was in my dreams again & he was there.. it made me smile.
we were just talking.. and still hugging.
its like I was his girlfriend but he never mentioned like we have labels there.
I was just his closest friend.
we went outside hand in hand and told him that I dreamt about him and the woman (who was my other friends mom) told me you had Leukemia.
he saw how worried I was and he placed his hand on my cheek and told me...
"It was just a dream"
he said it like he will never leave me and
he gave me the smile I love.
we went back still hand in hand...
we said our goodbyes (which I totally hate -- why did I let it happen, we were suppose to be together the entire dreaaaaam @@)
and I saw my classmates, we laugh and I got teased. Epic.
that was all..
I just thought about what the Reader's Digest have said about the person you see in your dreams.
di na talagang maiwasan na mabaliw ka sa kakaisip nang mga bagay-bagay... hindi lang naman puros pagsusulit o konsepto sa project yung nanggugulo eh sa ating isipan..yung matindi diyan ay yung namuong pagtingin sa taong nagbigay rin na feeling sayo...
nakakinis nga eh. nagbigay siya ng feeling tapos kung kailan ikaw naman ay nahuhulog na bigla lang niyang babawiin ang lahat. siguro nga muntanga ka na para umasa nang ganun kabilis -- pero kasalanan ba yun? nagmahal ka lang naman di ba?
TENGENE! isang paraan ang nahanap ko para mawala yung sakit -- wag kang makinig ng lovesongs kung sinasampal sa mukha mo yung lyrics nun. mahihirapan ka lang. ako sayo makinig ka ng disco music, yung mapapsayaw ka, yung matutuwa ka, kahit muntanga ka na sa kakasayaw at least puros tuwa ang laman nun at hindi sakit ^___________^
Let's do the dougie moves! >__<
minsan gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na una pa lang interesado naman talaga ako sa kanya inunahan niya lang ako dahil siya ang may kagustuhang makilala ako... ewan ko ba kung saang lupalop ng daigdig niya napulot ang tapang para kausapin ako nun di man sa personal pero malaking bagay na yun dahil nga ----- GUSTO KO SIYA.
sa ngayon kausapin mo na lang si Kimpoy Feliciano nang makalimutan mo siya :)
Right under my feet there's air made of bricks Pulls me down turns me weak for you I find myself repeating like a broken tune And I'm forever excusing your intentions And I give in to my pretendings Which forgive you each time Without me knowing They melt my heart to stone And I hear your words that I made up You say my name like there could be an us I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love I'm the only one in love Each and every time I turn around to leave I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed So desperately I try to link it with my head But instead I fall back to my knees As you tear your way right through me I forgive you once again Without me knowing You've burnt my heart to stone And I hear your words that I made up You say my name like there could be an us I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love I'm the only one in love Why do you steal my hand Whenever I'm standing my own ground You build me up, then leave me dead Well I hear your words you made up I say your name like there should be an us I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love...
