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Whitney Houston Cece Winans - Count On Me
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when it comes to friends ---- I am willing to do everything even if it meant hurting myself.

nakakatawa na nakaktouch yung pangyayari kanina sa room. yung simpleng usapan tungkol sa leadership sa isang organization nauwi sa ibang bagay -- PAGKAKAIBIGAN. siguro masyado na kameng masaya at kinakailangan na naming umiyak. 

yung malungkot lang yung isa tapos lahat apektado. simpleng salita na ang intensyon ay magbigay ng opinion naging rason para maungkat yung damdamin talaga namin sa isa't isa. parang nasa isang linya kame ng kuryente, kumbaga one way circuit lang kame. akalain mo, para sa organization naman yun dapat pero yung naisip naming organization is yung friendship namin.

to be honest, sa kanila ko 'to naranasan. 

naiyak man siguro ako dati pero dahil drama talaga yun, pero yung seryosong topic? as in HRD? mapupunta sa damdaming pangkaibigan? iba yun bro. 

we're so contagious then. nagmukha kameng selfish nun kasi epmhasize yung kameng 12 lang. 

di mo naman kame masisisi, kasi kame lang naman talaga yun. :))

UNIQUE kame. Di kame peke. Pranka? oo naman.

I want US to last.

I want na kame pa ring lahat -- through thick and thin.

hanggang magkaroon na kame ng sariling Moogs Van.

hanggang maging RGC's kame.

hanggang magkaroon na kame ng sariling school namin LIKE STARS ON EARTH ACADEMY.

to those I love so much... yung 11 na 'to.

Guys, you may keep on saying in times of troubles na no one would understand.. believe me, I can always keep up with you. kahit anong problema yan, kung ako ang sasabihan mo, di ko kayo bibitawan even if it meant killing myself. I can give up my life for you guys (that goes to my family as well)...
my happiness and everything -- I'd rather be in pain than seeing all of you sad. 

true yan. Love you so much -- you know who you are :')

dreaming in my dream ♥

dream a little dream of me....

maybe its just the thing I have for you...

I had a weird dream --- weird meant something good to me because you where there.

the entire time you were my company..

I wish I can be as close as what my series of pleasing images have presented to me..

minus the not-so-nice dialogues.

first I was with him, we were like bestfriends. we talk so close, pinching each others cheeks and hugging. 

then my other friends mom showed up (in my dream that was his mother) she talked like it was not something serious.. she said he has leukemia. @@ then I thought that should be me not him.

then I woke up because RD was crying.. it was probably 3am. I know that kind of dawn.

I slept.. there was a slight feeling of regret that I woke up. @@

then later on I was in my dreams again & he was there.. it made me smile.

we were just talking.. and still hugging. 

its like I was his girlfriend but he never mentioned like we have labels there.

I was just his closest friend.

we went outside hand in hand and told him that I dreamt about him and the woman (who was my other friends mom) told me you had Leukemia.

he saw how worried I was and he placed his hand on my cheek and told me...

"It was just a dream" 

he said it like he will never leave me and

he gave me the smile I love.

we went back still hand in hand... 

we said our goodbyes (which I totally hate -- why did I let it happen, we were suppose to be together the entire dreaaaaam @@)

and I saw my classmates, we laugh and I got teased. Epic.

that was all..

I just thought about what the Reader's Digest have said about the person you see in your dreams.

R'sD said that these people wants to see you.

so does that mean he wants to see me today? :)

Awww.

Or not.

it all ends.

we are all the 90's kids. we are the Harry Potter Generation.
we have the most magical childhood ever.

and

I solemnly swear to carry with me this story for the rest of my life.

I am a witch. :)

take me away... please?

Right now the only thing I know is that I love you.

tapos biglang ganito....

LOCK YOURSELF IN THE CAR AND CRY WITH SILLY LOVE SONGS.
hahahahahahaha :')

put your records on and ignore the world [which is HIM ] >:)

di na talagang maiwasan na mabaliw ka sa kakaisip nang mga bagay-bagay...
hindi lang naman puros pagsusulit o konsepto sa project yung nanggugulo eh sa ating isipan..yung matindi diyan ay yung namuong pagtingin sa taong nagbigay rin na feeling sayo...


nakakinis nga eh. nagbigay siya ng feeling tapos kung kailan ikaw naman ay nahuhulog na bigla lang niyang babawiin ang lahat. siguro nga muntanga ka na para umasa nang ganun kabilis -- pero kasalanan ba yun? nagmahal ka lang naman di ba?

                                                                          TENGENE!
isang paraan ang nahanap ko para mawala yung sakit -- wag kang makinig ng lovesongs kung sinasampal sa mukha mo yung lyrics nun. mahihirapan ka lang. ako sayo makinig ka ng disco music, yung mapapsayaw ka, yung matutuwa ka, kahit muntanga ka na sa kakasayaw at least puros tuwa ang laman nun at hindi sakit ^___________^

                                                          Let's do the dougie moves! >__<


minsan gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na una pa lang interesado naman talaga ako sa kanya inunahan niya lang ako dahil siya ang may kagustuhang makilala ako... ewan ko ba kung saang lupalop ng daigdig niya napulot ang tapang para kausapin ako nun di man sa personal pero malaking bagay na yun dahil nga -----
GUSTO KO SIYA.


sa ngayon kausapin mo na lang si Kimpoy Feliciano nang makalimutan mo siya :)

                                                      isang kindat babe! *Bang


masaya naman ako eh... lagi :)))

Melt my heart to stone by Adele

Right under my feet there's air made of bricks
Pulls me down turns me weak for you
I find myself repeating like a broken tune
And I'm forever excusing your intentions
And I give in to my pretendings
Which forgive you each time
Without me knowing
They melt my heart to stone

And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love
I'm the only one in love

Each and every time I turn around to leave
I feel my heart begin to burst and bleed
So desperately I try to link it with my head
But instead I fall back to my knees
As you tear your way right through me
I forgive you once again
Without me knowing
You've burnt my heart to stone

And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love
I'm the only one in love

Why do you steal my hand
Whenever I'm standing my own ground
You build me up, then leave me dead

Well I hear your words you made up
I say your name like there should be an us
I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love...



I'm the only one in love. 


**definitely my song. :)

lorsque dans l'amour

"I went back and realized it was a bad idea..."

It was raining, and I am almost halfway to my home when I had the urge to go back...

"..we  saw him..." they told me and it kept me wanting to run just to see him too...

out of nowhere I told the taxi driver to drive me back there..

as the driver made his turn with annoyance, I looked out the window as raindrops grew stronger..

"this is not right, this is not right, this is a bad idea but I want to see you"

I told myself. 

For a moment, I felt the ride was so slow and i still have time to think of what I'll do if  he finds me alone.

I shook my head and took a deep breath..

this is a chance; another chance I mean.

I know this is so wrong; it's like I am running after him but who cares? no one knows why I am doing this anyway..

the cab hit the break ...

my heart stopped.. I am here. I closed my eyes and swore to the heavens...

"just now.. please?" I begged.

I ignored the heavy rain and made the run.

I reached the empty hall..

I smiled. 

I know he is at the right wing of the building, with his friends sitting outside the corridor of their Photography Center.

I fixed myself and started to walk..

hoping he'll see me alone and decides to accompany me.

I kept that happy face and passed through the isle of the right wing..

I felt there some people talking...

So I made a glance and continued walking..

I was frowning..

"he's not there"

it felt like I was Tom Hansen and  everything turned grey to white..

I was abashed by my own idea..

I should've not done this..

I've just hurt myself again.

I returned soaked in the cab with disappointment.

I think the universe is trying to tell me something.. I have just placed it under my bed because I"ve always believed in HOPE.

-------

Jerry Roswell

:')

I love being a part of someones' happy moments..
I love being involved in surprises..
I love seeing them happy because I did a great job...
I love it when people thank me for my great ideas and efforts..
I love being a friend to everyone, but the ones who are closest to me are the luckiest.
everything is worth it when it comes to them.
I don't ask anything in return, seeing they are happy is enough..
they find this melodramatic but seriously, that is all what I need.

but do you know what's hard sometimes after making other people happy?
It's when you don't realize that you also need someone to do the same.