dreaming in my dream ♥

dream a little dream of me....

maybe its just the thing I have for you...

I had a weird dream --- weird meant something good to me because you where there.

the entire time you were my company..

I wish I can be as close as what my series of pleasing images have presented to me..

minus the not-so-nice dialogues.

first I was with him, we were like bestfriends. we talk so close, pinching each others cheeks and hugging. 

then my other friends mom showed up (in my dream that was his mother) she talked like it was not something serious.. she said he has leukemia. @@ then I thought that should be me not him.

then I woke up because RD was crying.. it was probably 3am. I know that kind of dawn.

I slept.. there was a slight feeling of regret that I woke up. @@

then later on I was in my dreams again & he was there.. it made me smile.

we were just talking.. and still hugging. 

its like I was his girlfriend but he never mentioned like we have labels there.

I was just his closest friend.

we went outside hand in hand and told him that I dreamt about him and the woman (who was my other friends mom) told me you had Leukemia.

he saw how worried I was and he placed his hand on my cheek and told me...

"It was just a dream" 

he said it like he will never leave me and

he gave me the smile I love.

we went back still hand in hand... 

we said our goodbyes (which I totally hate -- why did I let it happen, we were suppose to be together the entire dreaaaaam @@)

and I saw my classmates, we laugh and I got teased. Epic.

that was all..

I just thought about what the Reader's Digest have said about the person you see in your dreams.

R'sD said that these people wants to see you.

so does that mean he wants to see me today? :)

Awww.

Or not.