ALMOST :D

There is this guy that I named after a character in 500 days of Summer, He is Summer Finn and automatically that makes me Tom Hansen [HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH :)) ] well, these things happened last year pa -- I am totally over it.

I just had to write this down because it was almost epic and Jethro has to ruin it.
but I ain't mad...

I just got home from a three day retreat and it was so awesome, if only I have no people left behind in this chaotic world, I would have extended my stay there [if only the food they serve was yummy too HAHAHAAHAHAHA.]

Well, our Third Session about Healing of our Heart was the interesting one, we talked about Pains, the hurts we've encountered, the people, everything, after that there was this portion where we have to give candles to someone whom we've hurt or just simply thank them.
I received a lot of thank yous and sorry's and I told my friends I'll say sorry to Summer.

So without hesistation, I took one candle and came up to him.

I said "Sorry for everything'

He gave me this look "Bakit ka nagsosorry?" he knew I was lying.

I answered "Basta sa mga times na inaway kita and stuff"
he kept asking when or where.. so I uttered " Fine, Thank you"

then he added " sa pagmamahal?" he smiled.

It made me laugh, I insisted the "Thank you" and nothing more.

So I left and approached the others, then late on.. 

he called me...

"Hey!" he came to me with a candle then started off saying

"Sorry and Salamat sa --- Look at me first in the face"

I was not looking at him kasi I was loking horrible, we were crying na kasi.

so he continued " Salamt sa pagmamahal, di man yun bisto pero may"

and Ugh. Jethro came saying thank you to him.

I insisted Summer to continue but he started his teasing antics that led me to say Fine, Wag na.

I wrote a letter on that same night, it was part of the activity actually, It was for him. He almost answered the question I wrote in that paper that I chose to burn. [ there is no use in giving it to him, I am over it, I just thought of him for the last time :)]

Someday, I'll tell him the truth. :D Maybe that someday will be this December. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH.